>Since I’ve been pretty much an open book over the last couple of years I figure why stop now. I’m not sure if it was bad pizza or what??? This morming I woke up with this strong sense of failure. Since discontuing the Chinese herbs months ago my whole diet changed for the worst. I tried eating healthy, but it seems the harder I tried the hader I fell. This morning just slapped me in the face. I’m not only hurting myself, but Emily in the process. The longer I allow ‘crap’ foood into my body, the longer I stay in the chair, thus putting more work on Emily. Plus, I’m not being supportive of her desire/need to get healthier. Those are my two cents this morning.