I have been open about my journey this whole time, I won’t stop sharing now. On this limb now I have a kid coming and here are some of my thoughts. First and foremost I am super excited! It is a boy and that is really cool, my is smiling down for sure. I am also scared that this life is in our hands and not only keep it alive, but raise him right and take care of him financially. I’m so hopeful that we do everything right. I just have so many emotions. I can’t wait for him to be here and I’m so scared in the same breath. Before Emily got pregnant thinking about having a child was all pie in the sky, now that it is real I keep having this reoccurring thought, OH SHIT! At the end of the day I’m sure things will be fine, until then I will continue to be happy, scared, excited, nervous, just a mess of emotions.