This is now my 2nd recent post where I show my vulnerability, I cried recently and now I’m scared. I don’t know what the future holds period and I don’t know for me. All I do know is that I’m going to keep fighting and figure things out, there is always a new way to do things. I’ve been having more and more coughing and phlegmyness and that really sucks. It might just be the season compounded with my MS. I’m not sure, but it really stinks nonetheless. I just really wish I knew how to make things better.